Ok, I haven't had time to read comments or messages yet, but I will. So, please do not think I am ignoring you. I have had a bit of a hard time the past 2 days. My husband called me and told me that they might be kicking him out of the Army. He hurt this other foot. He has been on profile a couple times, and they aren't willing to start him over. ( Read more... )

I have the worst headache right now. Although, I have to go to the gym. I promised myself to go with discipline. Ive already done some cardio workout at home. Yes, i devulged into ordering one of those tv things...that flirty girl thing. Honestly, it isnt that bad. At the end of day 7 using it, ill let you know how "well" or "not so well" that ( Read more... )

It sucks. All I have on my mind is thomas. I miss him so much. God, i don't know what to do without him here. I only have a month left. then we are together. But how long is that? Because we will get stationed and then..he could be deployed any time. It is hard when you love someone..married to them..and they are a Solider. He is a proud man, he ( Read more... )

Today was a day...went to the doctors, for nothing obviously. Then I went to another clinic, didnt help. I did get a letter from my husband though. Telling me all about how he is getting shot at for their training in infantry...all the while im thinking is he seriously thinking this is helping me adjust!! I dont want him to die!! He said that ( Read more... )

So here's a taste of my music...I'll post an even more "shocking one lol" with it..

stone sour 30/30/150

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This is my second hubby hehe ..shhhh dont tell...and yes..it is ( Read more... )

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You are my hero. In all ways. I pray for your safety even though you can not read this. Tears fall down my face...but i know i will see you soon. I just want you to hold me and take the pain away ( Read more... )

that totally makes me think of what i am going through. I'm going to do it...but it harder than anything ive ever had to do.

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It's not as goth as i like..but reminds me of me..

I haven't spoke much about this, but today is the day I start without any type of pain medicine for my back. I am or am told supposed to be on it for the rest of my life. I refuse to. I am 28 years old. I have a fractured back, and a slipped disk. I have decided to start working out, taking vitiams and NO MORE pain medicine. I have been worked up ( Read more... )

My son is in bed, sleepying soundly. We sleep in the same bed when my husband is gone. We watched a tv show for a while, then went to bed. I've laid there for 2 hours thinking about my husband. What is he doing? Is he thinking of me? Does he miss me? Does he have a hard time sleeping? I hope for his sake, that he can sleep, but for my own ( Read more... )

Today, I got up, and I had a horrible migraine. I have been planning to start exercising for a week. I wanted to get some strength back from my fractured back. Well, instead of turning around...when I was out driving the store, I drove right on to the gym. I am so proud of myself. I worked out and feel great about it. I am glad that I pushed myself ( Read more... )